I have no idea what this will be, but I hope it will be something wonderful. I just need somewhere to come to be free with my thoughts, hopes, miseries, joys, failings and fears. I hope we can share the journey and enjoy it.
Here's where I find myself currently:
I am a twenty-something, married woman with no children-all of which I am perfectly content with. I'm still pursuing a Bachelor's degree...been 7 years in the making now, which is...disappointing to say the least. I try to stay positive on that front, but as someone who has always been firm in what I want to do and be, it's frustrating that I have fallen so behind in achieving those goals. And in that, I have started this blog to try and organize my chaos.
One of my favorite movie quotes is from Little Women when Jo says, "I should have been a great many things, Mr. Mayor." I have always loved that and boy, does it stand out for me now while I find myself in the midst of my chaotic quagmire. I look around and it feels as though there are many who have found their niche and I just don't feel that way. I just feel like I haven't found my passion. I'm mediocre at many things, but I want to be just stupendous in something---
---and then get paid to do that.
I like to be introspective. Something you will discover about me, and I hope it will help you to be the same with yourself. But sometimes, I can be harsh. But sometimes, that's necessary. Critical evaluation, right? But gently.
So that's what I'm here to do. I need to figure some things out and I find that although I am able to effectively and elegantly verbalize, writing seems to be my forte for self-expression. So we'll see where we go from here.
Cause let's be honest, it's just the beginning.